my time

i have my time here. i admit that it is not all fun at first and i don't find it easy to fit in. i tried, i cried but i didn't fought back. i accept and change.

i must say that i fail to win 1C class heart. i fail to be their friend and i don't say that i manage to win 2C class either. it's still the same but at least i quit trying so hard in 2C class. just go with the flow though it hurts.

i found friends in other places. hangout with them share good times and bad ones. practically became a family. protect each other and accept one another. i was no longer alone and i was happy cause i have my own little family here.

syuhada, hazmira and ajmal. my dearest.

i found love here. though i didn't manage to take a hold of that love, i found another and yes, i am happy. but i too have enemies. wait, no. i cause people to hate me. it hurts to be hate but i don't mind that now. hating is tiring. to care about it is even more tiring.

i learn so much as months past by. lots of memories to be missed. yes, 10 months i think. i have learnt that much and i wish i have more time with them. my family. but i think distance will make us remember and it will make us love each other even more. finally when we meet somewhere we will remember the times we had together and that will keep the bond together. forever until the day come for us to gather and we will feel young again. we will feel as if we're still in the era of asasi TESL and UiTM Alor Gajah is our home sweet home. nothing to worry and nothing to be afraid of.

5 day. after that 5 days, i will not see them for long time.


time hurts. but time will cure in the end. i will wait for that time to come.