people oh people.

i get tired when i think about people. i don't understand most of the things that they do or say. it tires me just to think about it and sometimes i can't stop. in the end, i would have to remind myself that, 'hey, people are unique. they didn't live the way you did so you can't expect them to think the way you do. the end.'

sometimes, there is no end. no no

i would refuse to use the old reminder just because I WANT TO KNOW. yes. 

i would get to a point where my body would continue doing whatever i have to do at that time but my mind would stuck on something else. i bet if someone would talk to me at that moment, i would just nod and agree. or disagree.  

it's that bad people

i should understand that we are all different. yes. i do understand the fact, but.. but...

i just need to know.

so tell me this -

did you not notice that you actually have the qualities that you so rudely judge on others?

i'm not saying that i don't judge people badly. i do but i tried not to now because i REALIZE that i am that bad as well. most of the time. i feel bad after. but do you?

like i said, i just don't understand. why why? i don't hate you people. trust me, i don't. 

i feel bad for the people that you have judged and i feel bad for you too because you didn't see that in you. the stuff that you said to people. yeah, you have them too my dear. 

so yeah. tell me. or tell yourself. 

my brain is so erghhhhhhhh. 

k