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i think i'm too young. i question too much and was too scared to look for the answer for i know that i will be wrong in the end. the answer would shut me in deeper and that would not help. 

but i am young. i am angry, impatient and selfish. but i am not stupid. i learn and observe so i questioned. was i wrong to question things i don't know?

being young frustrate me because i have fear that kept on growing around me. i don't understand the things you want me to do. i was told to question and not to question. i was told to grow but was never allow to. which is it? you tell me. i am young, i don't know. tell me

i am tired. i am trapped. 

tell me.

choose your words carefully and tell me. or better yet, show me. 

let me live.