I Believe - Irfan Makki feat. Maher Zain :)

four things

FOUR THINGS THAT I WILL BUY!

first

second

third 

fourth 

love

all i can say is, 

he's there somewhere. maybe i've met him before 

or maybe we'll meet soon in the future

but i know that there is someone for me

i'm very thankful of that. alhamdulillah

and yes, i've been in a relationship before

i don't think i'll be doing that again

yes, this is a big change for me

as i want to feel the real feeling that i should and will

feel when i'm in love with the one. 

i'll see you soon i guess :)

awkward texting

i love talking to my friends
however, as normal as anyone would usually feel
when they text their friends to 'talk' about something,
i feel extremely awkward

i hardly text with my old friends
and if i do, we just text about normal boring stuff
like how are you, i miss you, or you know, the simple first thing that you text
and will end up with a reply of 'uh huh' or 'oh' or no reply at all
because you don't know what else to talk about
that's my care i'm afraid

maybe i'm the problem. i'm too awkward =.='

i don't know, texting is really not my thing.
talking to phone too.
i prefer face to face connection
because i always have something to talk about that way
huh, weird

BUT!
my friend hazmira is totally different
i don't feel the awkwardness stuff. stuff?
probably because she's the one who talk a lot
or ask questions that require long answer
or something like that

well. i guess this is my explanation to some of you
why i didn't reply you text or
reply, but a short awkward reply.


so yeahhh..
awkward

made a cake

i made this for my older sister. she kept on insisting me to do it 

so after we got back from somewhere

i made it for her

i made two cups. this one up here 

the other one is in the frige to be eaten tomorrow

it's a bit different from this one and i hope it taste better

okay. so i couldn't make a chocolate cake 

sorry

morning :)

i love morning :)

i remember how i used to hate waking up in the morning as a kid

i hate the waking up part not morning

i love the morning air and everything about it

i remember how i used to forget that i had a terrible time waking up 

when i see the morning sky

dark blue and turning light blue and a bit orange

what a sight

not to mention the cold morning  air

wonderful :)

the morning view from my old high school was breathtaking 

i used to cycle to school and when i reached there

i would look up while pushing my bike to the school gate

and the clouds were amazing. 

blue and orange. oh how i love my everyday morning 

and now, i'm sitting on my bed beside the window

admiring the nature

small gift from Allah

everyday. alhamdulillah :)

A FRESH START

i had to admit that i don't feel quiet well before. 

and don't ever trust me if i said that a lot of things had happened for the past few weeks

because there is actually one thing and ONE thing only that kept on bugging me 

some might know what it is and for those who don't, i think it's better that way

this is a fresh start for me. again

i'm ignoring all of the bad things that kept hunting me everyday 

because i had enough of it

it's time to rearrange everything again. 

my dear dear friends, 

i'm so thankful and happy that you're willing to help me with this problem of mine 

thank you thank you thank you

especially mira

but please forget about the problem for a while. okay :)

i have four months before i start studying again, insyaAllah

and i will use it wisely 

starting from today :)

no more YOU

yay :)