chocolate, coffee or tea?

i remember staying up late at night studying or doing something else during my foundation in melaka.

i would usually have a small war with myself choosing over a chocolate drink, coffee or tea. since i have all them most of the night, i had to choose one. had to! 

normally i don't drink chocolate drinks because i don't really like chocolate that much but it does make me feel calm. so like it or not, stress studying is not my choice. a cup of if will help me study smoothly. sweet things help your brain work. that's what i read. 

tea would definitely work too but making tea to me is a lot of work (lazy) 

when i want things to be fast and easy, tea would surely be out of the list. of course i would be missing a whole lot of interesting flavours as i am a big fan of tea. i love tea since i could remember. 

well, i normally would drink tea when i'm reading a book because i wont have to rush. get a good book and a cup of tea and i'll be just fine.  but studying with a cup of tea is a no no. unless i'm super desperate for it. haha 

ahh. coffee. what not to love? i drink coffee when i need to stay up.  for some reason, i stay up most of the time because i slept early. coffee is a huge decision to me. i need to plan my time before i drink them. well, i'm gonna stay awake for some time and that include feeling sleep afterwards. so planning is very important so you don't miss out doing other important stuff like going to class for example. i've never missed a class before. wait. yes. never.  i don't remember. 

i would definitely drink coffee when i'm on my extreme study mode. if i'm not planning to study, i would probably drink it anyways. just to keep me awake. 

sometimes i would give up and water would be the one. yes, plain old water. 

then i would drink coffee in the morning and go class with a happy face 

YAY

anything would be fine actually. but you know, i'm just a freak who love to plan stuff.  hee 

so

chocolate : study only

tea : study or reading or relaxing

coffee : major studying or staying up 

friend?

please be happy wherever you are. i care about you. 

be happy. i know you will

watch this

subhanallah. please watch this. 

:')

THE END

please read 

Menurut hadis Nabi, zaman umat Nabi Muhammad saw dibahagikan kepada 5 bahagian mengikut kerangka masa:

"Masa kenabian itu ada di tengah-tengah kalian, adanya atas kehendak Allah, kemudian Allah mengangkatnya apabila Dia menghendaki untuk mengangkatnya. Selanjutnya adalah masa Khalifah yang mengikuti jejak kenabian (Khalifah 'ala minhaj an-nubuwwah) adanya atas kehendak Allah, kemudian Allah mengangkatnya apabila Dia menghendaki untuk mengangkatnya.

Selanjutnya kerajaan menggigit ( Mulkan 'Adhan), adanya atas kehendak Allah, kemudian Allah mengangkatnya apabila Dia menghendaki untuk mengangkatnya.

Setelah itu kerajaan menyombong (Mulkan Jabariyyan), adanya atas kehendak Allah, kemudian Allah mengangkatnya apabila Dia menghendaki untuk mengangkatnya.

Selanjutnya adalah masa Khalifah yang mengikuti jejak kenabian (Khalifah 'ala minhaj an-nubuwwah)

Kemudian Nabi diam; "

(Hadis Riwayat Ahmad dan Imam Baihaqi daripada Nu'man bin Basyir daripada Hudzaifah)

Mengikut Rasulullah saw; fasa pertama adalah pada zaman Nabi masih hidup, zaman ini telahpun berlalu, kemudian zaman pemerintahan yang mengikut cara pemerintahan kenabian, kita dapati umat Islam diperintah oleh 4 khulafaa ar Rasyidin, inipun telah berlalu, kemudian datang pula zaman pemerintahan kerajaan yang 'menggigit' yakni yang menyerahkan kekuasaan kepada keturunan mereka. Kita dapat lihat pada fasa ini, kerajaan Ummayyah, Abasiyyah dan Uthmaniyah yang berkuasa menggunakan sistem monarki, zaman inipun telah berlalu.

Kemudian datang pula satu zaman dunia diperintah oleh pemerintah yang sombong dan bermaharajalela. Inilah fasa atau zaman yang sekarang ini. Kemudian setelah berlaku fasa ke empat akan datang pula fasa ke lima. Dalam fasa ke lima, dunia akan diperintah sebagaimana cara Nabi mengikut syari'at Islam. setelah selesai menceritakan hal itu tiba-tiba Rasulullah saw diam dan diam tersebut bermaksud sejarah manusia sudah tamat.

Rasulullah saw telah mengingatkan bahawa hidup dalam fasa ke empat akan kedatangan satu fitnah yakni fitnah yang paling besar dalam sejarah ketamadunan manusia, itulah fitnah al-Masih ad-Dajjal.

Dajjal tidak akan datang pada fasa ke lima, fasa ini kekuasaan telah berada di tangan orang-orang yang beriman. Dajjal tidak akan muncul selepas fasa ke lima kerana masa sejarah ketamadunan manusia telahpun tamat.

Pada fasa ke empat itulah IBLIS akan mengumpulkan dan menyesatkan seberapa ramai (seramai mungkin) manusia untuk mengikutnya ke neraka dan dalam fasa ke 4 inilah kita berada sekarang ini.

Sebelum turunya nabi 'Isa akan turun Imam Mahadi yang akan membawa kita ke fasa 

to do list.

okay. i'm not using my free time that well lately and that's terrible.

so, lets make a TO DO LIST shall we? yay, happy face :)

things that i must do before september :

1. read all of the books that i've bought
2. eat different kind of food
3. bake something
4. play any song with the keyboard and record it
5. recite al - Quran everyday
6. gardening 
7. finish the project
8. paint something on a canvas 
9. find a penpal
10. make an origami
11. write a short story
12. or a poetry
13. compose a song? maybe?
14. go for a jog
15. buy a camera and 
16. drive a car 
17. go for a walk in the park
18. more more more more
19. more 
20. more

think of more. hmmm

the sad part of it - me being sentimental

i am happy that Allah has given me this chance. the chance for me to move forward.

but. 

i can't help looking back because i miss it. it's getting further away from me yet so close that i could see it right in front of me. this is not something that i can keep it close to me.

if words can comfort me, i would use it. 

if pictures can make me smile, i would look at it everyday.

but.

it wont be the same. words will fail to make me feel better. pictures will remain frozen there. 

those days are over now. things don't always remain the same. but i'm so attach to it i don't even know why. 

tears are falling. vision's getting blurry 

guys, i'm really happy for all of you. 

i'm thankful that i had the chance to meet all of you, to spend some time together. 

i wish nothing but the best for you. 

one day. i will see you insyaAllah. 

and i hope when that day comes, we will be the same. 

IT'S TOMORROW!

esok.

hm.

tutup laptop. 

abaikan phone. 

baca buku.

minum teh.

relax. 

tidur awal.

lusa.

check result. 

pfffttt. like that's gonna happen