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sayang. 

if i could pour out every bit of memory that i have in me to help you see the world, i would. because the world is a beautiful place to live in. 

sayang,

i would show you that there is a silver lining in every cloud. that the pain and suffering that you have will subside and you will be happy again. because there is no such thing as a useless suffering. everything is there for a reason. 

sayang, 

i would not want you to miss how sweet and painful love can be. because from the sweetness of love, you will find strength and faith. and the pain that get from love will make you treat it with respect. you will know that love is not something to be play with but if you treat it with care, you would the lucky one. 

sayang, 

as you grow older, you would realize that the people who used to hold your hands and guide you through every difficulties will slowly let it go. please be ready to stand up and keep on walking. 

sayang,

it's okay to be sad. it's okay to cry your eyes out. take a moment to let it all out and pull yourself up. but if you can't, please know that whatever happens, i would always love you. and that Allah is near. talk to Allah :)

sayang, 

when you get to see the same type of people that i have met, love them. try not to hate. you'll see why. 

sayang,

if i didn't get the chance to see you again,  know that i will always think of you. i know that the world is a beautiful place to live in and i know that you would see it too one day. take care sayang. i love you. 

those things.

enough is enough.

you hated this and you don't need it anymore. so stop.
don't cross the line that you have made.

stay away from it.

cari Allah.

hmmmm~

what i found out today.

people come to you with different background, experiences, and memories. on the surface level, they are fairly the same. they agree to some things that you say and sometimes disagree. they eat, sleep and do other stuff like everyone else would do.

and sometimes, you forget that the people you see and live along all these years have something deep inside them. and that something is the prove that they are special in their own way that you yourself can't even imagine. that person, that friend and that people you see everyday, is now a total stranger to you on a different level.

then came a sudden realization that you are not the only one with overflowing emotions and experiences. you're not the only one trying to stand up after every fight. you have realized that you've been inside yourself too much. there is too little that you know of the people you see everyday. you feel stupid. i feel stupid.


k

assalamualaikum harith