HEY! LISTEN. or leave. k leave.... :(

at one point, i don't even care if people read my blog post or not. 
because i just don't
yeah

so here's a thing, not talking or participating in a conversation (by that i mean, talking. which is the same thing. lol) made you realize the little things that you might not see when you actually do the talking and waiting for your turn to talk while other people respond to the things that you have talked about. so yeah. did you know that?

by not talking and just listening or observing, you would actually learn A LOT! see how i emphasized it by Caps Locking the A LOT?

k cukup merepek.

continue.

i mean, just stop talking for a while to listen and observe. you will see that most of what people talk about (usually it's a negative conversation on how they hate someone or something and their faces would be all grumpy and not friendly kind of conversation) is clearly and obviously the things that they have it in them but too busy talking and hating to realize the fact that they are just the same as the people that they hate or talk bad things about.

seriously. just admit it.

well, at first you would probably hate that person for being such a hypocrite but stop right there! if you do that, you are nothing but the same. come on, be positive for a while. open your chamber of thoughts  (lols) and listen more. you will have a good laugh. but hey, soon or later you have to stop laughing to their silly mistakes and think of yours.

you have mistakes as well. you talk bad about people. and you did or will do those things that you're laughing at so chill and think for a while.

here's the crucial part. what to do now?
well, it's very simple actually. all you have to do is talk. yes. now is your chance to talk. see, now that you have the information, you can try to talk to that person (the grumpy ones) and be a friend. NOT A JERK.

helping is better and no more laughing remember?

so help them realize that they should not talk the way they did about the person that they hate. explain it to them that they might be the same if they continue to do so. hating is just cruel but if you take steps to try and love people as people, you might not be a jerk and live a good life.



i know that it is a difficult step to apply but hey, if you're smart enough (which i know you are. eheh heh) you'll find a way.


you'll understand what i'm trying to say here when you're the one doing the listening and not the talking. try to do that, then read this post.

haha. macam banyak keje.

anyways. talking is important but if everyone does it at the same time, who would listen?

YOU






i'm starting to think that this post is more to merepek and i don't know what i'm talking about stuff. so yeahh. 

me on marriage

i told my parents that i was planning to get married when i finish my degree. insyaAllah, i would be 23 year old by that time. it is not a simple plan but alhamdulillah, my parents have no objection whatsoever. it might be too early to some or it might be some kind of disturbance to my studies and future but i know that it's a good thing.

i didn't have a proper discussion with my parents yet. they were busy and i have to think of everything before i could convince them more of my next step to marriage. i have to list out everything and think of a problem and solution.

most importantly, i have to improve myself because i don't think that my parents would let me off with some guy if they knew that i'm not ready to face the new life. thinking about it actually made me scared a bit but i'll try to make it. like i said, improve improve improve!

how?
strengthen my aqidah. the most important thing ever!
try to control my emotions.
financial? yes, it is important too. so here, i need to study hard.
read more on related things.

when i'm ready, mama and abah, we will discuss.