Saturday, August 31, 2013

field experience

fuh. bismillah. 

i was so nervous to be honest. i didn't know what to do and i fear that i might mess things up when i get there. but alhamdulillah, when i got there, the teachers were friendly and my mentor was the best mentor ever! thank you kak ju :)

i went there for two weeks which, at first, i thought it was a very long time for an assignment. i had wished it to be shorter but now, i wish i would stay longer. give me a month and i'll be happy. 

miss everyone there. i miss the teachers. i miss the students. i miss the school.

can go there again? 


4P boys, i know that two weeks is a short time but we have the rest of the time to see each other again. and even if we can't see each other, please know that i'm always here to help you if you need me. i miss each and every one of you. if you get to study in the same place as mine, do inform me so we can meet :) kay? be a good boy and a good muslim. 

* i don't have pictures with all of the 4S student. sorry. let me just shout out the ones i remember. k. hello to: faiz (the boy i called mukhsin ^^), amin, murshid (sorry if i spell it wrongly), hadi (the tall one),  (the flying man), M (i think), muhaimin (dimples comel), and izuddin :)

i have a hard time remembering people's name but i do remember faces well. so if i see you anywhere i would know. sorry for that :( try talking to me more. maybe i'll remember your name. kay :) plus, we didn't have a proper introduction. huhu



so yeah. that is it. the two weeks has ended and i'm still a little bit sad about that fact. but i am not worried anymore. i know that the students will be okay and i can't wait to see them again :)

till then, assalamualaikum :)


Tuesday, August 13, 2013

i am happy

alhamdulillah for

- making my life easy for me to live by 
- giving me strength to fight through every single problems
- giving me night time to sleep and day to try to be better
- loving me and guiding me all the way
- granting my wishes
- giving me a family that suits me
- letting me born as a muslim
- providing me perfect friends and teachers to be happy with me and slap me hard on the face (not literally) when i messed up in life
- sending me to two completely different high school that also thought me a lot on how to live
- blessing me with fully functional body, mind and soul (insyaAllah)
- blessing me with the beauty of the earth
- giving me dyslexia 
- giving me love
- showed me how to love
- guiding me to be good
- always pulling me back whenever i'm lost
- never given up on me
- and for loving me

and i'm sorry for everything