Tuesday, April 29, 2014

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i think i'm too young. i question too much and was too scared to look for the answer for i know that i will be wrong in the end. the answer would shut me in deeper and that would not help. 
but i am young. i am angry, impatient and selfish. but i am not stupid. i learn and observe so i questioned. was i wrong to question things i don't know?


being young frustrate me because i have fear that kept on growing around me. i don't understand the things you want me to do. i was told to question and not to question. i was told to grow but was never allow to. which is it? you tell me. i am young, i don't know. tell me


i am tired. i am trapped. 


tell me.


choose your words carefully and tell me. or better yet, show me. 
let me live. 

3 comments:

Nazhif tarmizi said...

Assalamualaikum lea , actually i just want to say , good luck with your journey , i woke up every day before get to class i will read your blog , it's inspired me . totally inspired . you make my day perfectly awesome with your words and i am totally miss you , my bestfriend long ago . still remembered when i ask you that "hey lea , why you so cute huh" and then you said "it's ALLAH S.W.T creation" and then your face sparkling . heh , just imagination . miss you always :')
keep smiling and being cute .

leedotevest said...

wa'alaikumussalam. thank you for reading naz :) i will write more. and i miss you too.

dah tak cute dah. haha

Nazhif tarmizi said...

Dengan bertudung labuh , bertambah lah lagi cute tu . ahaha . perbezaan ketara dan kekal . good job lea . *thumbs up